Hey people!
As time goes by, there’ll always be changes revolve around all of us.
For me, these 6 months are pure madness.
A lot of things are kept changing.
- I transferred school, to a suburb. So, I have to wake up before the sun even rise (that explains these eye bags) and took a bus (ironically, I often being late).
- My best friend, Jow, stuffed her belongings into massive bags and (I believe) are still trying to settle in her new home in Australia. We’ve lost touch for weeks. I miss her.
- My best friends & sweet schoolmates, Chintia and Nadine are depressed, mostly about school, how things change badly.
- A friend of mine (also my other schoolmate), Ivonne, has moved on, too moved on I think. We feel like she’s forgetting her old friends (she prefers to sleep than to visit her old friends)? Obviously. Her first bf? Well, duh.
- My boyfriend. Time isn’t seemed enough. We broke up once. Is it me or we’re starting to get colder and colder?
- My hair. I cut it short, as short as Jenny Humphrey (GossipGirl season 2)
- the list goes on and on…
These things are absolutely messing up my mental health!
What doesn’t kill us simply makes us stronger right?
I hope so.
xoxo
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September 13, 2008 · 1 Komentar
Today was really comforting&awesome!!
Tadi bagun rada siangan, terus nonton kung fu panda (hahahahah, kocak). Terus abis itu ke Pacific Place sm my family (bukan sm F, pengen c.. lols). Pulangnya ke rumah JA, ada MS! (tapi gak ada MT)!! Even tough cuma bentar, tapi gw bner2 ngerasa peace. Sampe di rumah, langsung ngerjain English Math HW (gila, gw gak bisa sama sekali).
Omong-omong pelajaran, besok gw terpaksa di rumah seharian buat ngejar ketinggalan, homeworks ,laporan2 , quiz2, &tests yang setumpuk.. Ngingetnya aja udah mumet..
Hari ini emang peace bgt. Tapi gw ngerasa kurang, soalnya masih ada eyebags. Itu artinya gw blom sepenuhnya rest & enjoy.. What’s wrong with me?? Harusnya I’ve got nothing to worry but homeworks and cowo aneh yg ngejar gw (dah diperingatin sm temen di hari pertama sekolah)..
Btw, gw happy bgt kalo liat ini:
http://1kltofswt.wordpress.com/2008/09/01/crazy-and-idiotic-stunts-caught-on-memory-08-30-2008/
http://1kltofswt.wordpress.com/2008/08/31/jinsei-wa-tanoshii-life-is-fun/
Hahhahahahahaha..
xoxo
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Ditandai: assignments, eyebags, school, smile, stress, tears
Udah malem,, besok minggu,,
Mata gw sakit (gak ada hubungannya sm softlens), pala agak pusing, kepanasan, ngantuk& bersyukur malem ini nyamuk-nyamuk gak ngumpul di depan kompu.
Tetep aja. Gw gak mau ke kamar (yang dingin&comfortable), ngabisin baca novel (New Moon, S. Meyer.. Edward Cullen!!!), meluk guling & ngumpet di bawah selimut sampe besok. Soalnya besok udah minggu. Dan gw cukup tua buat tau weekend itu berjalan cepet bgt. Lagian besok harus mulai ngejar ketinggalan PR & nyicil ulangan block. Minggu abis, besoknya udah senen. Arght!!
(kedengeran childish) trying not too sleep,,
xoxo
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Ditandai: hardwork, homeworks, routine, school, stress, tired, week
